February 2011
30 posts
Me
I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well. I am seeing in me now the things you swear you saw yourself.
I’m beautiful, free, and happy. So very very happy.
January 2011
30 posts
College
doing things you aren’t supposed to be doing.
I’m young and alive. And I’m bathing in it.
I’m so alive
I want
a lover I don’t have to love.
nah
hello
I am entirely exhausted. I just want to cuddle. I am eating a quesadilla. yum
k bye bye
Today
I laughed harder than I have ever laughed before in my life. I think this is going to be routine and I am excited for it.
Tomorrow is my work day because I have only one class. I have a lot to accomplish tomorrow! Plus, rush for that pre-med sorority starts tomorrow. I already have my business attire picked out.
I’m excited for the retreat to Monterey this weekend for a club I’m in!...
Happy
I feel happy mommy
I loved
tonight
Life is one big question when you’re staring at the clock!
honesty
I get in the way of myself. It’s me and only me
BP go home
I would like to say a nice big fuck you to Barbara Peavy-the head schedule NAZI for the math department here. you are a fucking bitch. I was only trying to switch my math discussion. Then her wild, idiotic imagination took over
Our conversation went something like this
Me: Hi, I was wondering if I could switch my math discussion from 8-9:30 to 2-3:30 because I have a Ochem lab at 9 and it...
The biggest difference
I am back at college. The biggest difference is that I don’t really have time anymore and classes haven’t even started. I guess it’s nice.
Yes, it’s nice.
Yes
My stay in Whittier has been quite nice. A lot of changes, but I do believe change is not only good but necessary. I want to say thank you to all my friends for making it an enjoyable break. I am SO excited to go back to Berkeley. I feel like my life is starting now without anyone or anything holding me back. I have realized that I need to separate myself from the pack. I have realized what...
I am sick
I am sick of being sick. This has been going on too long. My abscess was finally almost flat but there’s still a little bump that isn’t abscess cos it’s hard. I hope its nothing. I freak myself out. And then I can’t breathe and my head hurts and I can hear my pulse. I’m seeing my doctor in Berkeley soon. I’m forcing him to give me a cat scan. I am also...
I never felt so wicked as when I willed our love to die