January 2012
42 posts
K peaceout dejalo
this blog is done, keeping it for memories, but done, bye
always been some of my fav lyrics
I’ve waited and waited for someone to take it Don’t fight it, don’t bother an inch for another Don’t listen, don’t hear them, they’re in this together I’ve learned well; now hear me, there’s much to be fearing I’m used to your absence, your faceless distraction I’ve painted your patterns but found them attractive Now I’ve been...
deleting my tumblr soon
its been a good time. But I’m searching for other mediums
peaceful
be happy! and grateful
sarawr
a badass with a touch of sweetness
or sweetheart with a touch of badass
I’m stupid
excited
this is one of the first assignments for my ethnic studies class:
Choose six pictorial representations of your home town/city/place which you feel represent ‘race’. Upload these to your b-space drop box. In no more than two pages, explain why you have made your choices and why, to you, they represent ‘race’.
I can already tell I’m going to fucking love this class. too stoked
ok
get your assssss off that complacency seat and do something about it
YEAH, SPRING 2012
I'm getting a tattoo
“anti” on my forehead
happy sunday night! Going out with friendsss
I am also sick of wanting you
I’m also really sick of small talk. Partly because I suck at it. But if we get into a so called “deep conversation,” I would love to get to know you
I’m getting really sick of apologizing for the past
People change. Always let them
golden calculator
be real and then you attract realness
I'm back at Berkeley
Quiet and content and stoked
“All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love.”
– Leo Tolstoy
Hmm
“The heart is dumb and the heart is blind but I think you’ll find that the Lord is kind”
Hmm, hey
its always just me
myself, and I
I got soul
and a sassy mouth
Sup
I feel like something is missing! I can’t really pinpoint it though. It’s not a person or anything. Just something about me. I think I am FINALLY so fed up with being my own worst enemy. As stupid as that sounds. I’m so sick of being the only one dragging myself down. I am sick of believing that I’ll never be “that great.” The things I feel so strongly in...
Word! →
hey asshole
stop being so predictable
its not good to disappoint so soon
I do
live best in the spaces between loves.
WatchI feel like this video really captures our friendship…all we do is making noises…but they work together
I'm so freakin dedicated to myself
ash taught me how to do my makeup
I don't hate anyone
But a lot of people from high school just have such a negative energy. It’s like “why am I your friend on facebook. I think I’ve said a sentence to you. and it was probably forced.”
I don’t want to see your super cute life with your super cute friends. OK FACEBOOK, YOU’RE BUGGING ME NOW
An afternoon giggle
I wrote this when I was 17
Much different than my 16 year old self, but still the same girl
It was the introduction to my autobiography for Mrs. Lantz’s class
“The real question is not where to begin, but how to even begin to explain. Do I tell of my moments of pure ectasy or the moment that my foundation made of sand finally collapsed? Do I try and explain my anarchist tendencies or the way I escape to my...
I wrote this when I was 16
It’s fun to look back at yourself and see how you’ve grown. And to see what has remained as part of your personality. I think I’m still the same girl despite some changes. I have fulfilled some of my dreams. But I still have a long way to go.
“I have been priveleged to be alive for 16 years. Surrounded by 2 older sisters and 2 older brothers while growing up, my home...
Hm
Never be afraid to start from scratch
GUILTY PLEASURE
“our song” by taylor swift
RACHEL I BLAME YOU
I want to start singing and dancing again
Nothing serious. I’m just a secret performer
Mm
I seriously love spending time with Alex and Ashley. They are my favorite couple, ever. I have never felt like a third wheel with them and we have so much fun. I love that they call me “shuck” and nothing else. Family
I hope that
2012 brings something consistent to my life
December 2011
35 posts
2011
2011 was probably the hardest year of my life up to date. Let’s recap shall we?
My abscess was still present…but slowly getting better
Pledged spring semester for my sorority—became a voluntary slave and fucked up some of my grades, lost my personality, but did gain really wonderful people in my life
Fell in love for the first time…got my heart completely broken for the...
I already misss you!
I do dumb things
but I guess you only live once
I need a job
Because I want to buy a plane ticket to Israel for 3 weeks before summer school starts
I did it
I allowed myself and I felt happy
ok
time to shine